July 4th
11:35 pm
...I didn't think you understood exactly what it meant when I said that you were a positive influence in my life. So here, maybe I could express myself better in a genre that I am familiar with. Gene shot this video for me the day after you and I broke up. I saw you and addie beyond the camera lens.
I always think of the good times...and wanted you to be happy, even if it's not with me... READ MORE
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In my diary section, you can get up close and personal with me, as I write about what goes on in my mind, my feelings and thoughts just before I go to sleep, what I did today, and many other personal things that I share only with my diary.
You will have access to the archive section of actual writings from my diary in the past few years. I actually keep a real diary and write my thoughts and feelings just before I go to sleep, or three pages in the morning before I get out of bed, or during the day, whenever I hear the call of the pen, or in this case, the keyboards :)
I am fond of Natalile Goldberg's book "WildMInd". It is a form of freewriting. I like it because all her writing rules apply to sex :
"Keep your hand moving."
"Be specific."
"Lose control."
"Don't think."
So here, I make available to all of you, no holds barred, my "wildmind"...
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