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At 14 I fell in love with theater. I was attending a community theater workshop with the church choir, and at that moment, I knew I wanted to perform. I had just
graduated from grade school at a private school ran by nuns. I was fascinated by outerspace and excelled in Science. The next four years in high school was
spent studying in a Science School under a goverment scholarship. During those years I invented a solar cooker using an inverted umbrella covered with reflective
foil, with the handle removed, and in its placed a metal slot to hold a cup of water. It took four hours to heat it up a notch but at least the concept was there. True,
I was not a scientist by any standards but I nontheless survived Science school by being creative- I wrote and directed theater plays and facilitated theater
workshops for the student body. In college, taking a rebellious stance from Science, I started out majoring in the Arts and Humanities. After one semester, I was bored. So one day, I thought I
would pass the time by helping a friend of mine audtion for a play at the University Theater. She was very nervous and wanted my support. As soon as the
doors to the audition hall closed, I heard the director say that everyone in the room is going to audition whether they liked it or not. My friend didn’t end up getting
the part. But incidentally, I did. The next four years in college, I was busy working as an actress at the University Theater taking on leading lady roles that were far
beyond my age or knowledge of sex. I got to play an Indian courtesan named Vasantasena, a singing gypsy named La Chispa, A female novel heroine named
Salome who kept a rebel lover, and some other seductresses that I vaguely only now remember. All before I even knew what a kiss felt like.My first sexual experience was one of my most beautiful memories of home. My budding career in theater brought in television and film bookings. And during one
of those tropical summer days, I was cast as Eve in a local movie that was based on the bibilical story of the creation of the world. So I ended up shooting in an
island in the south which looked more like a quintessential desert island paradise. The cast included a herd of displaced zebras, giraffes and wild horses from
Africa. And of course, there was my co-actor who played Adam. One night, we were crossing islands in a motorized banca when a tropical storm hit us in midsea.
I was sitting next to him and he had his one arm around me and the other holding up a hard nylon cover over both our heads to protect us from getting wet. And
that was when he kissed me. He fingered my pussy and made me orgasm right there. The storm died down but I was still shaking from the experience. As soon
as we walked offshore, we set up our stuff inside an open bamboo hut by the beach and waited for all the lamps from the other huts around us to die down. He
then rolled over next to me and we had sex. He was inside me and there it was, the reflecting moon on the water and the stars above us,I could only hear our
breaths and the waves of the sea from a short distance. It was the most natural and beautiful thing in the world. I came back home after having played Eve, who
in the script, had stepped out of the split bamboo, got tempted and fell into sin... one unrepeatable instance,I was no longer a virgin. And my Adam was the
absolute, perfect sex god.After my brief rendezvous with Humanitites, I finished my degree in Mass Communications and majored in Film. I started working on my film thesis on my fourth
year in college.It was a 30 minute short film about my childhood. During this time, I was working as a local fixer for a crew from BBC which was shooting a
documentary for Canal Plus. It was then that I had fallen in love with a man who was twice my age, who was to my mother the completely wrong choice,wrong
race, wrong age, and wrong everything. He was a cinematographer based in Los Angeles. We kept a long distance relationship for three years while I finished
my degree. Three years in the making, and ten thousand dollars later, I directed a movie in 16 mm, cut magnetic strips and lined optical film on a moviola, and
awarded the best thesis from school. I took my diploma and my short film and flew out to New York to screen my film at the New York Asian American International
Film Festival. After that, I flew out to Hollywood for romantic reasons.It was in his bedroom apartment in Hollywood when I first posed for camera. It was very innocent, we were having fun as a couple and I posed naked in bed, and
he photographed me for the first time. The next day, the prints came back and I was looking at pictures of myself and I saw a very different woman. I saw the
fantasy of my wildish woman reflected back in pictures of me, but not quite me. I saw not just the photographs, but the possibilities for self expression, for sexual
freedom, for individuality. I wanted to live out my fantasies and I wanted to be the object of fantasies. I was lucky to be with a man who encouraged me to go for it.
He told me that I was at the helm of my life and I could steer it in anyway I want. Most of all, I do not have to live up to anybody’s expectations except mine. That
was something that was exciting to me. The fact that it was okay for me to be sexy, thatI no longer have to hide my body under layers of clothes, and I can walk
upright without being so afraid about how people were going to think of me. I was in a different space now.The following week I took my photographs to an adult agency in Van Nuys and was booked for a shoot with Hustler Magazine. I ended up doing a main spread.
For sixmonths I was living a double life and that was exciting, I was working as an executive assistant for a producer at Women in Film, and then driving up to a
ranch in malibu to run around naked in the green grass being photographed by some of the big named photographers in the industry. It was a very exciting secret.
After six months, my agent asked me if I was interested in shooting movies. I said I wasn’t sure about it but that I would give him a decision after I get to observe
an actual movie being shot. He called Steve Orenstein from Wicked Pictures and asked if I could come visit a set that day. In minutes, I was driving towards the
valley to watch the shooting of Flashpoint. Jenna Jameson and Britney Andrews were doing a girl on girl. I watched them go at it and it was a very hot scene.
While I watched, I said to myself, I can do this! It was a very professional set, people worked hard and was focused on their jobs. I drove away from the set with
a lot of respect for these people and was happy that I was going to be one day a part of it.Two years later, I am walking up onstage, hand in hand with my friend Ava Vincent to receive the award for the Best girl on girl sex scene at the AVN. At alater
date, I would become even more nostalgic. Recently when I shot for Playboy Studios, a dance MTV commercial a la Pussycat Dolls, I was dancing next to the
legend herself,Jenna Jameson.And as we caught each others eyes across dangling christmas lights, the memory of my first set experience flashed back in my
mind. My film projects have been carefully selected over these years of being in the industry. I love exploring more and more fantasies, and finding avenues to make
them all come true. I love to be in control of my projects, who I am working with, and have my boundaries respected. I like the affirmation, the buzz of being in
front of the camera, of beingwatched, and being given the power to make people feel good about their sexual natures. So here I am, though my romantic reasons for being here are no longer, I have found my sex symbol and it is exactly where I thought it was, deep inside me..
I move forward to headline the clubs all over the US, Canada and New Zealand, touring my feaure dancing shows and signing in conventions. My adult career
has given me an opportunity to star in mainstream late night cable movies with HBO, Cinemax and Spice. And although I am faraway from my islands’ sunsets, I live a very full life. At the moment, I am grateful to be with a man who also works as talent in the industry.
It is definitely a relationship outside the confines of what others consider as normal, but we are both just making our individual lives up as we go along. More
importantly, we hold each others hands in true friendship.My future dreams include going back to my roots in Asia, someday, to work in the developmental field, and help in the education of women with regards to positive
sexuality,empowerment, and helping in the HIV/AIDS prevention program. I would like to stay in the adult industry for as long as I can, for my own happiness, for
my fans, and perhapsin the future, if I do go back to my roots, to provide a sex symbol for blossoming young women who might be on the search. I would like to
have the opportunity to stir something up, reflect something back, to guide and to encourage their own inner possibilities not just in their sexual lives but in their
pursuit for individuality,and self expression.